It was a normal morning
I walked outside with my fresh hot coffee
And for 5 seconds
I saw it all…
The boy opening his cigarette package
Hands shaking, so young
The man getting out of his car
The cars whizzing by on the road.
Illusions floating by
Realities soon to change
A glitch in the matrix.
And I thought…
What did I just see, truth?
How did the veil flutter aside
For just a few seconds.
It’s gone now
But I keep thinking, yes
I will be in that moment again
One day, one night, soon.
Rainbows and dark clouds
Tiny white flowers dotting the trail’s edge
Waves crashing to the shore
Steaming hot day.
Sounds of a lawn mower
A siren blares
A radio in the distance
The cat meows quietly.
Rain hitting the roof
Warm breeze blowing through the window
Childs’ laughter at the park
Dog whines at the door.
Moment to moment
Sound to sound
Presence in the here, the now
They noticed me
And rushed over
Only to screech out
Far too loudly
Step down and go away
You must keep your silence to yourself.
Your silence is breaking us
It is its own form of protest
So you must tuck it in
To that crevice in your brain
Where little else matters.
But…but…I like my silence
It gives me refuge
Comfort and light flow through my silence
Can’t you see my spirit when I am silent?
Breathing, moving yet unmoving
I smile when I am silent.
Keep it, your silence
There is no space for it here, now
There is no time or taste for such things
There is only time to speak up
To shout loudly
To roll in anger, confusion, righteousness, and despair.
Yet, when I am silent it creates even more space
For something new to emerge
Great healing, great love
And others’ songs can come through
When I am silent
A new time emerges, as the old slips by.
No, they answered
The silence is too scary, too unknown
We can’t tell what you are really thinking
When there’s too much space, and openness
Anything might leak through
And come crashing out like a
Sonic boom to the heart.
Oh, I say
And I shut my eyes
Returning again and again
To this moment
This crushing power of silence.
I took a sip and blew of my head
Rolled around on the ground
Left my body for dead.
I flew past the moon
Burned by a few stars
Seeking what was coming soon.
True brightness, the greatest of lights
And it beckoned me, step in
One way only, no exit in sight.
I leapt right into the light that was you
Watched your death once more,
Finally you rose, and together we flew.
We melted like one in time and space
Unified beings, all are here
No need for the never ending race.
A million years later, back home we came
Past those stars, that glittering moon
Life will never be the same.
Don’t forget; we are still liquescent
Melting together, like stars into moon
All good, all beings, all love heaven sent.
Just a few are gathered now
In a place so light and free
Just a few converging
One of them could be me.
Just a few assembled
To dance under a sinking sun
Soon nighttime will gather
You won’t find them on the run.
Amassing love and peace
Souls create a true convergence
They practice and rehearse
Creating a love-filled resurgence.
We will keep on dancing
Moving under a star-lit sky
Spinning and twirling
We are free until they die.
All will still be singing
Those precious songs from within
There are no words, only space
Little comforts in this tailspin.
It will surely end in death
But at least we will be free
All certainly ends with nothing
And the same will be of me.
Until that time I will keep dancing
Singing until I am free
Until then you will find me twirling
Living, a mind full of God’s esprit.
Darling, you can keep on dancing
For it will set your spirit free
You may look within your own sweet self
Gazing deeper still to see.
“Love never fades”
And the tears well up.
It’s all still the same
This deep love in my heart
As I look around
I really see the winter wonderland.
I no longer wonder where the love went
It’s right here
Ready to break through
and and warm up the soul’s coldness.
No more dark night of the soul
No more clinging and wishing inside
The soul is now warmed
With this lovelight that never fades.
It may seem dark and stormy outside
And it may be tempting to hold onto
Those dark feelings, the pain, the anger.
But today, we can usher in a brilliant light
A light that lives on within the heart
A light that no man can dampen.
Just imagine, your whole being
From head to toe, your whole being
Soaked in a healing, loving light.
That light then concentrates in your heart
And with every heartbeat, it arises
Spilling and spreading out into the world.
This gift of eternal love and light
Is yours, it’s free, and it’s right there
Inside your heart forever.
Open to its presence and step right in
Radiate that light to all in need
It’s your own eternal flame.