I should be
I should be writing, I think
Instead I am just sitting here
Stumbling, grumbling, grasping
Fighting with the words
That keep getting stuck
in the nooks and crannies of my head.
@&*%^
I should be singing
With a full heart and voice
Sending it out
Across the Universe
For you to sing too
Instead I sit quietly
A burning lump in my throat
@$%^@
I should be running
Faster and stronger
Moving from here to there and back
Again, repeat, again
Meanwhile I lay perfectly still
staring at the icicles
Dripping and losing themselves
+@#$%
Something in me wiggles and writhes about
This is not right to do just nothing
To be bored and restless
Find a focus, something urges
Do something, get busy
Grade these papers, edit that paper
Write this poem
@+&*(
Or go somehwere
Get in your car and go somewhere
Shopping, movie, food, coffee, clothes, shoes
Yoga, gym, hiking, skiing, therapy, bodywork, library
Anything, just get out and go
Here or there or wherever
*&%^$
Or meditate, yes that is it!
Go deep and feel it
Oh yes, that came from here and this from there
And I can feel it there, and here, and over there
What a crazy little monkey mind you have there
And oh yes, write about it
Journal it all up and tie it with a bow
+(*&^
Just do something
The mind propels, compels, active and wild,
Bored and restless and angry
You can’t just sit there
Curled up on the couch like that
Under how many cuddly blankets
Napping like some middle aged loser baby
@*&$
Don’t just be
Don’t just rest
Don’t just sit there
This is it, just today
Remember all of those other days you just sat there?
+_$%^
I should be….